See also [[_02022 Amble 3 – Plan]]
_4 weeks from 11th April to 13th May._
My focus for this period was: software development and freelancing.
My most important goal was to recover from the difficult start to the year: to end the period with self-confidence somewhat restored, a sense of capability, some momentum, and so on.
I succeeded!
I set fairly easy targets for the period, and I met or exceeded all of them.
In week 1, I started and completed a succesful freelance engagement: [a Webflow-based app prototype](https://app.non-trivial.org/) for a friend and former colleague.
In weeks 2-4, I focussed on [Inbox When Ready](https://inboxwhenready.org/), releasing three substantial updates and starting several user tests—most notably a "whitelist" feature for urgent messages and support for Microsoft Outlook.
I also wrote a [blog post on Robin Hanson](https://sun.pjh.is/reading-robin-hanson) for the P32 review.
I also spoke with two psychiatrists, reflected on their recommendations, and decided to try a major change to my medication.
My average mood, mental clarity and mental energy during this period was much better. Something like 70-80% of normal. I remain concerned about memory and retrieval, though, a general sense that my mind remains somewhat "blank" and underfiring.
Outside of work, life continues to go well—actually kind of dreamy.
The two main clouds for the period were:
1. My mind still doesn't feel "great", and my confidence in my capabilities remains way below where it was last summer and early autumn.
2. I have no idea what my mid-term plan is, and I'm starting to feel a bit nervous about that.
In normal times, I'd consider my output for this period "ok". But in the context of the previous two ambles, amble 3 feels like a big win, near the top of the range I could have reasonably hoped for.
So—it's something to celebrate, and to build on.
What next? See [[_02022 Amble 4 – Plan]].